Cobalt High-Waisted Skinny Jeans – Primark
I guess I should explain the title of this post? I was looking at LookBook and again it makes me feel like I’m so inferior in height and in size compared to those beauties who come up on my news-feed. It makes me depressed. Because I love food and so I will never be skinny and I just can’t do nothing about my acute lack of height. I don’t like not being in control, but these 2 things I can’t change – not without ending up where I already have been (in eating disorders).
So my only way of dealing is by shrugging my shoulders and try to not let me be bothered by those skinny lovelies and just accepting the fact that I’m not that skinny (compared to what the fashion world wants me to be). This is not me saying I think I’m fat – I’m just not as skinny as those girls you see on telly, etc. And I gotta accept that. Which is difficult for someone who’s still recovering from eating disorders mindset.
Apologies for the rather depressing post! Hope you don’t mind and still like the outfit!